i wana go back..i wana go back... where?
OBS LAH!!! AHHH!!!
its like my home. eventhought i was there for only 4 days and 3 nights.. it feels like forever...okay..myb not forever..but whateverlah!!
im so emo today.. i think i lost my soul somewhere there... im not the cheerful me anymore.
i miss it lah..
i miss going up 80 steps..
i miss eating at the dark dining hall..
i miss sleeping at the squeaky bed.
i miss playing cho tai ti.. or they call it chinese poker ?? (just learned it.. so proud)
i miss going to the huge toilet and showering in the cold water.
i miss feeling the wind.
i miss beingaround open-minded people
i miss everything....
i miss talking to Deena on the balcony ,remembering old times..
i miss being so full of activities that i forgot about technology
but at the same time, i hate it..
because of it.. now my feelings are mixed up..
i dnt even know if i like him or not...why does he have to be so sweet???
why?
why?
why?
WHY ???!!!

aisha,walson,jyan and me..

Aqilah,aisha, me jyan and FARIHA sesat :P
hah... i wana go back there.. martin is going.. me and ikal want to go.. im not sure my dad said okay but see first.. we wont know whether were free that time.. whatever it is.. i want to goo. i miss it so much.. this is just 4 days and we miss it this much?? imagine if is 10 days..i think i'll cry not wanting to go back.
i cried until i sleep yesterday night.. it was horrible..
i made friends with the others there.. like..
- wei tung
- synn jye
- shane
- martin
- rizal
- walson ( he doesnt have a horny face) tht time masa dinner he wore a formal kind of baju.. he looked hot! hahah
ohhh and you know what?? that time during Dinesh was going down from the rock.. alah you dnt know?? the one you have to use a rope to come down.. i forgot what its called.. now i remember!! its called absailing..
well anyways,,
me, Jyan, Walson and Synn jye were betting how long it would take for Dinesh to come down.. in the end Jyan won.. Walson was the first to lose.. ahah... while waiting.. Jyan was jumping like hell wanting Dinesh to go down faster since mine was like a few secs after his.. so like i lost by 3 secs!!i mean wth???
to aisha, nisha... i love you guys.. thanks for listening to my emoness.. you guys are the best..i think i'll be really emo this few days.. ahhh!!. i dont like thissss...i feel like going out.. NOO..
i have a better idea.. STARBUCKS!! omg.. i love starbucks.. i want starbucks..i don't know what else to type.. so i'll just stop here.. bye.
sincerely,
Tasha-.-
current song: my life would suck without you by Kelly Clarkson
current mood: devasted
current situation: struggling to get my soul back.
ps. anyone who found my soul.. kindly give it back to me.. thank you :)