& my world will be coloured.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

ITS OVER BETWEEN US! goodbye.

its over. you and me! stupid exam.-.-' exams over. my relationship with it is d

one!

muahahah!! i'm so hyper right noww:) well, not really. hehehe.

well today was... horrible.. everything was wrong. even the part of me sleeping after sejarah exam.

its all wrong. really wrong...0.o

i was sleepy during sejarah, i wasn't even doing it properly, my eyes were closing.. slowly..... but i didn't sleep la. after finish the exam only. i slept. then at 9 i woke up.. realising that another half an hour, i slept again, then ifter awhile, i didnt know what happen. i COULDN'T wake up. i tried really hard. then i finally woke up and right after that, pn norma was like' okay,masa dah tamat, letak pensel'. yeah, then i told Dalila, she was' yeah, i saw you moving, apahal?' something like tht .. dont really remember what she said. but now i know that i have problems waking up in class. serious, this happened like 3 times already 0.o

got scolded by encik Azrul,-.-'. its like all the classes sis problems during the sivic exams. well, maybe because its the last exam? i dont know. but i'm not gonna say it here.

its too.. umm. oh i don't know. don't feel like it.

i love love love coffee!!!

i don't know why, i have to like drink coffee everytime i go for break and lunch. or either one.

its a MUST! total addiction.:)

THIS!!

and THISSS!!!

the ice-cream is basically the same thing. haagen-dazs' coffee :)

sumpah sedap try ahh. okay okay??

okay thats all i'll blog later

sincerely,

Tasha^^

(Your Name) ‚ô• 9:40 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

why?

heloo!! i'm suppose to be studying.=.=' instead, i'm watching barbie: 12 dancing princesses.
hey dont laugh. cerita tu sumpah best gle!! i mean i've always wanted to be a ballerina. but i didn't get. and i'm too old to be one :'(. arghh! i envy Audrey, shes a ballerina..

okay enough about ballerinas. today went fine. nothing special happened.. had tuition, and god you dont know how pissed i am. i mean you're doing work and suddenly a person kacau your friends and they laugh. so kacau la your concentration kann/?? well atleast we girls and shafiq okay la. x la bising. =.=' tah pape.

the reason i wanted to blog was i wanted to say something. but i forgot, i don't know how to put it in words.
ahh nvm, the only thing i can put in words is '' am i asking too much?''
argh. i don't understand you lah! why are you so hard, just when you're being sweet. you change drastically.
one text youre sweet, the next you're awful.
i hate myself for being selfish. its not that i want to. i didnt mean it. ]

y mum gave me a gold ring:) she said
" ni mama bila dah confirm nak kahwain dgn Daddy baru mama beli cincin ni.
mama bagi awak sebab mama dah tak muat. awak pakai je lah. jangan bukak''

okay gtg. my sister dah panggil. we're going to dance!:D
bye!

sincerely,
Tasha^^

(Your Name) ‚ô• 9:11 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

one day you'll see that i'm not there with you

helyo!! haha. how are you? i can't be long.

tmrw exam, and if my parents know im using internet. maatttiii. :)

today, school habis awal, i had taekwondo exam. i hope i passed.

so since we went back early without notice. he got to stayback, good la kan??

so like we stayed in the canteen. then he had to go back. and you know what?

he didnt hug me! like its been two days, or three, argh.. i mean even Dalila's

boyfriend can do it.i felt like crying when i saw Dalila hug him.

Amanda and Dalila was like. ' eh? wheres is he??" "when did he go back?"

"didn't he say bye?". when they saw the empty seat next to me..

do you know how hurt i wass??? i did something when you left me like that. ask Amanda

tomorrow la what it is :)

sorry for being emo. but i really feel like saying it here,

yeah. igtg already . got to study if not nanti my parents bising -.-'.

sincerely,

Tasha^^

(Your Name) ‚ô• 6:22 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

TVXQ!

okay, seriously i think im addicted to TVXQ again, =.='
dah, habisss, susah nk concentrate lagi.... AIYOYOYO!

TVXQ, they.. have the most angelic voice. i mean, dengar kat tepi tu----->

its like their voice blends in...
aahahah.. seeedddaaapp.. sapa kata x sedap mmg pelik ah.

but lagu slow diaorg banyak sedih la..

i mean its for those people with broken hearts/ depressed to listen, and CRY

yes CRY, but only when you're having the feel la. and read the translation or maybe not.

songs that i recommend:

1. holding back the tears

2. doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimatan darou( why did i fall in love with you)

3.proud

4. taxi

--------------------------------------------------okay, enough about them------------------------------------------------------

today, is not the best day of my life.

something happened, and i have to skip agama and music class. i feel bad,

but i think its the right thing to do.

i dont know whether i helped you or not,

i hope i did. i reallly hope i did,

its my first time.

actually to let you know, those words didnt come from me,

it wasnt me, it was someone else.

well, that certainly wasn't helping,

sorry.

dahhh, tulis pasal benda ni sedih sungguh.. terus x ada mood.

okay bye:)

sincerely,

Tasha

ps//.I WILL FIND OUT WHO DAIM IS!!! I WILL in a few years time...

ppss/ this was suppose to be posted on Monday.

(Your Name) ‚ô• 9:11 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Minuteman!!

DO YOU NOT AGREE WITH ME?? NO??!! I MEAN COME ON! HE IS ISNT HE??

THE TALLEST ONE.

i didnt know he acted in sky high. well maybe because i never really paid attention.-.-'

ahaha. well, atleast now i knw... after watching minuteman! gle best :D

okay.. maybe hes not hot for you. but he is for me!

dont worry, i'm not in love with him in anyway. :) i love my boyfriend more :D

i'm currently chatting with Rizal and Dalila. well, Rizal isnt talking much-as always-

so.. i'll just talk to Dalila:)

i dont know whats her problem but shes being REALLY hyper.

oh... and to Redza :

Dont worry, everything's gonna be alright.

it always will be,
i dont know what you're going through,

and you're not gonna tell me.

it's okay, you dont want to talk about it

and i respect that,

so im just going to wait

until you would want to talk about it.

you're my friend,

my BEST friend to be exact

you were always there for me

and i want to be there for you too,

so, if you have any problem i'm all ears,

-Tasha-

hah, there you go, dont be emo anymore. like you always say " dont frown"

mid-year exams is this Friday, and im NOT prepared!! i cant concentrate! god!

urgh. nvm, i'll study during duty time.. atleast i have quality time there :)

and because of exams. i wont be updating my blog, not that you care since only few people are actually reading my blog..

i dont know why but these few days i feel like im a totally different person. i mean,

im not the 'ME' i know..

aww, Yusuf is so sweet:)

"Budak perempuan lawa tak boleh kena layan macam tu.

Nanti dia asyik nangis and marah tak cantik dah. Kesian dia."

Thanks Yusuf. :D

hes Dalila's brother btw. hes only 8! mana dia belajar these things?

hes gonna turn out to be a great guy. i know it :)

i'm having smileys all over my blog its a nuisance. =.='

OMG! now i just rememebered, tomorrow the results for Christine's role is out. im really scared.

i hope i get the part, haih. takut takut. WHY OH WHY did i even remember??!

actually i have alot of things to say, but i forgot all of them. so like.. OH MANN!

it's 11.19pm here in Malaysia, its my bed time.. i have to go to sleep. tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE! or as they say in japanese:

OYASUMI NASAI MINA!

sincerely,

Tasha^^

(Your Name) ‚ô• 10:24 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

ROOT BEER

45 things a girl want but won't ask for. =D

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say' i love her more than you', deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.

23.If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'TWANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her

24. Make her feel loved.

25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!

26.don't lie to HER.

27-DON'T cheat on her.

28-take her ANYWHERE she wants

29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK

34.While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.REMEMBER ALLTHESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.40.When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41.Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.

45. ALWAYS make her feel protected

FROM: Rebekah's blog

gila cool oh that thingy, hahah. its so true kan Audrey? Dalila?? :)
today was okay, tuition was SO SO fun. we had teacher's day party, so like belajar for an hour je.
before going back teacher gave us 'red and white wine'. not really la. she just told us to call it wine :) we actually drank sparkling juice. me and Amall and Tasya didn't enjoyed. we got headache because of that :) Azim drank from the bottle. gila la that guy. hahah!

i'm really lazy to blog, so.. bye. i'll updae later tonight. IF i'm not lazy :)

sincerely,
Tasha^^

(Your Name) ‚ô• 7:20 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

hearye hearye

was that even correct? wth la. like i care..:)
today was AWSOME!! seriously. we had alot of fun after school.
Dalila brought her camera, so, we took pictures. ALOT.
and Dalila also thought me how to be vain. haha. seriously, i dont know how,,

i'm so happy for my friends, they look so happy.cheh cheh semua dah ada beloved dah. haha!
haha. i forgot what i wanted to say -___-'

ohh yeah, i'm currently doing research on Sejarah Kelantan. i have my own special reasons :)
boring gila lah right now! arghhh! dah la budak tu x balas my text betul2. i don't reply baru tau..
(you know who you are). -.-'
people are sending me porn through msn. its annoyng.
i've been tatap-ing this screen for like 1 hour 20 minutes now.
what a waste of time so i'm gonna go now, bye.

sincerely,
Tasha^^

" Tasha, you mean the world to me.

I love you. Thanks for everything "

-R-

(Your Name) ‚ô• 5:44 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Auditions

just now during cca, i auditioned for the Phantom Of the opera play. sumpah scary, i mean like i had to compete against Audreeeyy.. we both want Christine Daae's role. Audreey was super good. i think shes gona get the role.. and i know that she knows shes gonna get it.. hahah. when she auditioned i was stunned, i mean... my legs were shaking. seriously. I didnt do my best cuz i know i wont get it. so like im dissapointed with myself. haiyoo -.-' im sad but its okay, i mean she deserved it :) im making it sound like they've choosen the actress.. haha. i think Nisha got Meg Giry's or Annie Sorelli's part. im not sure. but i now she got one of the role.

omg! i almost forgot. today Mr. Sugen changed our sitting position. i dnt have any objections on it actually. i dnt really care where i sit. but i got to sit next to Dalila so like YES! :)
ohh Dalila! you know what?
i've decided what i want to do bout it:) im pretty sure its the right choice. i hope it doesnt break his heart. but i think i know whats best. my instincts are so strong right now..

i think thats all. i dont remember anything else.. sooo.... BYE! :)

sincerely,
Tasha ^^

ps. Veenod tore his muscle and fractured his bone, he also had to do 2 stiches o.O.. pity him....

(Your Name) ‚ô• 7:59 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

30th Post

helllooo!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAYYY!!!
i love you MAMA.
THANK FOR BEING THERE FOR ME:)

hehehe :)
today was okay i think.. ohh just now in the car, Zefram was listening to mucic on Bashir's phone.i was sitting infront talking to mama. then i dengar Zefram nyanyi " Con, con, con.... CONDOM! condom condom, con con con con dom dom dom." i was like WTFFF??? its was the ringtone frm Bashir's phone. luckily my mum x dengar, she was concntrating on the road. i was giggling. mcm apa. je.. like WTF man?? condom?? gila x bole belaH.. hahha.

HOLD ON.
*30 minutes later*

bck!! was cooking maggi for Ezri and Zefram. =.=' hey! i make the best maggi mee in the whole wide world.. MUAHAHHAHA!

Dalila, you deserve better than that la . you deserve the most romantic-est guy. the guy with the pointiest nose (wtf?) that was a joke.. seriously man, you deserve better than that.. i just repeated mysefl=.='

i'll update soon. bye:)

sincerely,
Tasha^^

FOR you:

"It's the way that you talk that you laugh that you smile,

if charm is for inches you'd go on for miles.

It's the way that you make my life seems much worth while,

the second that you say.. hello."

(Your Name) ‚ô• 3:18 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

KFC

i just had KFC for dinner. plus cheesy wedges:D. was so excited to eat, but end up tak habis.. why??
idk y. i mean i usually boleh habis. i guess my body dah x nak makan =.='.
WHY WHY WHY ????
today wasn't that bad. my cousin came over, so like we talked alot la. but mostly crap. :) she cant stop saying 'gonjeng' .. dont ask me what it is cuz i dont know. even SHE doesnt know.. tah pape.
so like we talk bout family stuff and all. but she had to go back already. FYI, she lives in Kluang.
oh you know, my dad suka gila STARTREK. its like my mum ckp
" daddy kat Melbourne nak tengok startrek kat Imax theater"
i mean like dia suka gilaaaaaaa... his children's name sume from startrek.. =.='
well, atleast my name is not ' SPOCK.'
HAHAHA,

today was soo sosoososos freaking boring. so people.. please take note that my blog will be boring until..... idk until whenever its not anymore.. i need inspiration.

sincerely,
Tasha^^

(Your Name) ‚ô• 10:40 PM

Friday, May 8, 2009

Choral speaking!

today was fine. PE was so fun.. we girls played galah panjang. it was funny la..
choral speaking was... i don't know.. i thought we did great. but they say it sucked...
haiyo.. i was seriously emo-ing without people knowing. how cool is that :D

hahah. anyways i was super-duper-hyper during brass band. i kept on laughing and laughing. macam orang gila:)
im so lazy to blog. its all his fault!! actually.. its not entirely la. but something is pissing me off. i dont know what! im gonna go now before i kill my cat -.-'

sincerely,
Tasha-.-'

(Your Name) ‚ô• 8:04 PM

Monday, May 4, 2009

CURRY MEE

hello people of the world, Tasha here, today has been so fast like. for all you know its 3.30

0.o. i just read Audrey's blog. hilarious! dirty-minded sungguh *shakes head*

just now during lunch i scolded Justin. yes, my dear friend please take care of him:))

it's like our class punya door dah cacat, so, were suppose to use another door. but i really wanted to use that door. so i pusing-pusingkan the door knob. after 5 min FINALLY dapat bukak. then you know what happen??? Justin kicked the door as i wanted to come in. then bila i try bukak balik dah tak boleh=.=' so like i got really pissed, then masa KH Gui Shen(spelling) asked me a question and it made me... urgh!!
i dnt really remember how it went but, here goes:

TashaGuiShenSyaamil

" Tasha, if you want a boyfriend who would you choose? Rizal or Syaamil?"
Syamil was walking at the back of Gui Shen

"Ofcourse la Rizal, i mean it's not like Syaamil likes me.. in that way,, kan Syaamil??"

"ahh.ahh,"

"i didnt say you have to like him"

" if not whats the use of being together with them if you dnt like them?!"*getting pissed*

"uhh"
cuts the sentence

"that was lame la Gui Shen..stop it Gui Shen, dont talk to me, go away"

"okay okay"
still talking-.
-'
"go!"

"don't get angry, youre face is red already, sorry sorry"

i think thts about it kot, i dnt remember if Dalila said anything or nt lah, forgot. i know la its stupid to get angry by this thing. but its how i felt just now.-.-' not like i can do anything bout it kann??kan?! :)
yeah i know, that was mean, but i told you. NEVER PUSH ME OFF MY CLIFF.
or you will face the consequences ..
i was angry at Justin and now Gui Shen buat hal pulak, who doesnt get angry. ish!

sincerely,
Tasha-.-'

(Your Name) ‚ô• 7:41 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

WD-40

thats what Alfi calls me. =.='

OH MY GOD, you know what??
okay i have two cats Grey and Simba,
so like Grey has 3 kittens and Simba is pregnant.
then tiba2 tadi one of Grey's kitten hilang, so we all mcm panic la. we thought someone stole it or maybe dia merayap and hilang. then my mum cakap maybe Simba sembunyikan.
so we followed Simba. she went into my brother's room and then masuk dalam one of my brother's drawer. when we opened the drawer, you know what we saw???
yes! Grey's kitten. yup yup. Simba is to desprate to wait for her kitten so she kidnapped Grey's =.='

this is a true story! i didnt made it up.

today was pretty boring. didnt have much to do. i was cranky the whole day.. and you dnt like to see me when im cranky..
okay since i dnt know what to blog about,
im gonna go now, bye :]

sincerely,
Tasha^^

(Your Name) ‚ô• 10:25 PM